( fucking coward couldn't even look him in the face any other time, there's no way he'd see him and come running--like always, he had to put himself in front of him, and even then, he couldn't get anywhere. )
the war must still be going. he didn't tell me anything useful.
( it's shaky, a struggle: trying so hard to compartmentalize it. as if it helps. )
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( fucking coward couldn't even look him in the face any other time, there's no way he'd see him and come running--like always, he had to put himself in front of him, and even then, he couldn't get anywhere. )
the war must still be going.
he didn't tell me anything useful.
( it's shaky, a struggle: trying so hard to compartmentalize it. as if it helps. )