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死柄木 弔 ([personal profile] wincon) wrote2022-02-09 03:19 pm

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Text; un: Thermodynamics - Bad life decisions are go

[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-02-22 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
Good evening, Shigaraki.

This is Shoto, Toya's youngest brother. I feel bad messaging you now for a multitude of reasons, but I should have checked in sooner. It's not very in line with the way I spoke to you in the station at all. Though, I've already been more a menace to my brother than a help. That doesn't mean I should go back on my word or seem like I am.

Have you been well?
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-02-24 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
That alienating people based on our homeworld wouldn't be an issue. I admit I'm not good at person to person contact as it is, but I want to do better. I'm aware that you, nor anyone else needs help and in some ways least of all my help, but it's here and I was sincere in what I said.
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-03-02 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
I know I have. I'm aware of what I've done, now, and I'm not proud of it. I'm not like my friends who would have handled any situation like this much better. Including following up, regardless of who we were back home.

[By 'bothering' does he mean being absolutely stupid? That's probably a better fix.]
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-03-03 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Shoto would've taken that one. Instead there's a follow up and he's being told things he already figured he knew, but it's a nice reinforcement when it comes to the villain side of things.]

I don't expect a change in personality or motives. Imposing my ideals and myself is wrong, unintended as either of those were. I stand by wanting to follow up, but I know what my mistakes were. I won't repeat them.

*Are.
What my mistakes are.


[Maybe one day that might be an outcome for any of them, and not just from home world threats on either side.]
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-04 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Good evening, Shigaraki.

I came back to learn my brother might have been sent home. I don't see him on the network list. Is it true?
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-04 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
I wanted to make sure. Either he was gone, or somehow he took himself off. I think you wouldn't bother lying to me because it's fruitless, so I asked. I appreciate being called a hero though.
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-04 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Villain magic probably? Or a private number. Maybe. Possibly. Likelihood is Villain magic.]

If that's true or not, I made you a promise and I'm going to keep it. I know that Toya and you were friends. In the very least I'm sorry about you losing a friend to this place and its whims.
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-04 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
They mean something to me, and if the last thing you need is my help, then I'll be there when the time comes. It's selfish, but I won't lie.

I've been there and saw him myself. He's safe. If he stayed there, he's still safe.
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-04 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Please don't put any of my mistakes on anyone else. What I do is because of what I do, not my actions reflecting on them. As for the rest I can understand I'm not the person you wish was here.

He can. We all can. By the tone of it, you know what happened to Toya and I can understand the lack of trust in me because of it. I wanted you to know that he was safe and being taken care of, not that he was incapable.
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-05 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't say that, I said they shouldn't have to live for any of my mistakes. There are heroes that are exactly as you say and should never been able to continue being heroes.

[Who that may be, he's on the fence on. Endeavor has done so much, but he did just as much to their family and especially, specifically, the one that they're both tied in by. The next question sort of catches him off guard.]

Asking you what you remember from back home won't help. We live vastly different lives but I thought he would've told you about his childhood. I was too young to understand, but that doesn't excuse me. Toya tried to prove to my father he could still best All Might when he was younger by showing him the blue flames that consume his body to this day. He burned himself to death on Sekoto Peak so we thought.
Edited (whoops wording lmao) 2022-07-05 03:28 (UTC)
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-05 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
They do. Some even more than others.

[At least, and at last, Shoto gets the confirmation that Shigaraki at least knows about his family.]

He did fail. He failed his wife and his children, all of us, but at worst Toya. I'm not coming to you as a hero and I could talk myself out of breath telling you that I want to change things. I'm coming to you because my brother must have valued what you did for him, or maybe what your movement represented. It's not an attempted favour or a handout, it's because I wanted you to know he was alright. It seems like we left at the same time.
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-07 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
That doesn't take away the obvious. It's my observation, not his words that I don't have the right to put in his mouth.

The last memory I have is from seeing my brother. I was sent home.
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-07 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe. We can ask him one day and he can tell us himself what word he'd like to use where you're concerned. Then we'll all understand better.

[If only Shoto could think that way, or at least some of it because he doesn't exactly have an illusion cast over his eyes about his brother.]

Only a few days ago, he was being tended to by medics. He's alive and will continue to be. Aside Kurogiri, who is alright as well, I don't know about any other of your friends or your fate. No one announced any deaths, if that helps.

[No, Shoto. It likely doesn't.]
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#because you're in a text based game, Todoroki that's why

[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2022-07-07 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, at least it's something more than two words, and nothing stings more than losing someone to the other side. Even though it sounds like if Shoto had said he had died, that would've stung less. Another day another threat. Not that it's any LESS threatening, just that it's nothing different.

What's different is the prospect that he's sealed his brother's fate. If they were all prepared to die, then they were all prepared to lose as a possibility, weren't they? The threat is, again, nothing new for him. Shigaraki is a force to be reckoned with as is.

But he is momentarily of thought. Why not just kill him now? Destroy until he can't and then force the heroes out of hiding. Why hadn't they? He's prepared for the general 'go fuck yourself', none the less—]


No one is gaining ground, least of all us. In the end no matter what we do, we've all already lost a long time before this war. I won't leave him to rot or be forgotten. For all he's been through, for anything he's been through, I won't let that happen to him. He is and always will be my brother; not a dirty little secret, my brother.

Be it at home, here and now or back in the carriage, or the first day you got here, I've been prepared for you to try to kill me. I offer you the same thing I always have. If I'm the last person on these islands you would go to, I'll still answer. That's the same thing I would do for anyone.

I'm sorry the news upset you, but he is alive and if you want to reclaim him, then do it. We can worry about you killing me when we meet head on, when it actually matters, versus here where it doesn't.