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死柄木 弔 ([personal profile] wincon) wrote2023-12-31 11:34 pm

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[personal profile] pyrolyzed 2024-09-21 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... oh, it's actually kind of jarring when this guy's suddenly not being a roundabout jackass. There's a notable pause before Fuuta's response pings through. ]

straight answer to what
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[personal profile] pyrolyzed 2024-09-21 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
fine
what is it
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[personal profile] pyrolyzed 2024-09-21 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The answer, of course, is that sincerity is cringe. Being honest is the same as being vulnerable. If he acted how he really believed and then was rejected for it, it'd hurt exponentially more; better to put up walls first and act abrasively, so it doesn't sting when people inevitably give him shit for it, because he expected it in the first place.

Too bad he's too dumb and cowardly to verbalize any of that himself! ]


go fuck yourself
you don't get to decide what i do and don't believe in
you try to make it sound like you're so much better
but there's nothing admirable about being a jackass on purpose
you're not any better than me
you're just more smug about it